There was no scandal about the school beauty until I went to college

Chapter 1116 Defeat and Relief

Gu Mingxuan left the family building with Li Na.

The two walked on the road, each with their own thoughts, and no one spoke.

When they returned to the school, they were all heading towards the school gate.

Halfway through the journey, Gu Mingxuan spoke first, "Actually, you knew that you should distance yourself from Jiang Cheng, but you just couldn't make up your mind, so you went to my traitors, got their approval, and forced yourself to make a decision, right?"

"Well, you still know me very well."

After all, we have known each other for many years. It is easy to say that we should break up completely, but when it comes to actually doing it, I can't make up my mind.

They are no longer the naive students who knew nothing.

After entering society, the circles around us are basically fixed. It is difficult to make new friends, and the number of existing friends is also decreasing.

Most people will only have a few true friends around them throughout their lives, so Li Na cherishes every friend around her.

But love and friendship... are different after all.

"What about you? You've been in London for so long, haven't you found a foreign girl as your girlfriend? How is that doctor from last time? Are you going to be together soon?" Li Na joked in a joking tone.

"how do you know?"

Gu Mingxuan frowned slightly and his face looked a little surprised.

The "doctor" Li Na mentioned was Judy, who returned to China with Gu Mingxuan last time, but Gu Mingxuan had basically forgotten this person, so he mistakenly thought that she was talking about Li Xia.

"What, how should I know? Didn't she return home with you last time?"

Hearing this, Gu Mingxuan became even more confused.

How did she know that I went back to China with Li Xia last time?

However, in Li Na's memory, the time when Gu Mingxuan returned to China with Judy should actually be the time before that.

Noticing that Gu Mingxuan's expression had changed, Li Na didn't know why she felt uncomfortable. She glanced at Gu Mingxuan's profile, pretending to be indifferent, and said with a forced smile: "You don't mean to say that you and that female doctor are really together, do you?"

She accepted the fact that Gu Mingxuan didn't like her.

It also numbed myself and made me no longer like Gu Mingxuan.

She did it all.

But all this is based on the fact that Gu Mingxuan doesn't like others either.

Of course, she could also accept the sudden appearance of an extremely outstanding girl and being with Gu Mingxuan.

But she couldn't accept a situation where someone was just like her, who didn't like someone at first but fell in love with him after things developed slowly.

The emergence of this situation will make Li Na feel very disappointed.

It's like two girls like a boy at the same time, but the boy rejects both girls.

Girl A accepted this fact, and a few days later she found out that Girl B was dating the boy.

This has nothing to do with whether you like it or not. Anyone who encounters this situation will feel an indescribable sense of disappointment.

You can reject me and agree to someone else, and I give up.

But you rejected both of us, but later agreed to the second person. Then three words will emerge in the first person's mind:

[Why].

Why can she do it but I can't? You clearly refused at the beginning.

It is impossible for Li Na to say that she didn't feel sad when she found out that the person she had liked for such a long time might be in a relationship.

For a moment, she even felt suffocated and could not believe this fact.

After all, in her impression, Gu Mingxuan is a person who would not fall in love with any girl.

"We haven't been together yet, but I'm sure I like her."

Gu Mingxuan said in an extremely serious tone.

Of course he noticed the change in Li Na's mood, and that's why he wanted to crush the last bit of thought she had about him.

"Why……"

Li Na stopped and looked at Gu Mingxuan, asking unwillingly, "You obviously didn't like her at the beginning, why do you say now... that you like her? But you obviously didn't like me at the beginning either. I pursued you for so many years, but you didn't like me. Why can she?"

This question made Gu Mingxuan fall into deep thought.

Love is something that is actually very difficult to explain with reason.

Moreover, Gu Mingxuan understood Li Na. He knew very well that from the moment Li Na decided that she didn't like him, even if he said now that he liked Li Na, Li Na would not be with him.

The reason why the other party is becoming emotionally unstable now is simply because he is unwilling to accept it.

I feel unwilling to accept the love she had for me in the past.

"Like is unreasonable."

Gu Mingxuan smiled slightly, and imitated what Luo Ye had taught him, and said to Li Na: "I like her, even if she is just a small stone, in my heart, she is more dazzling than the stars in the sky... No matter how bright the stars are, I will not look at them even once more."

"Because I like stones, not stars."

Hearing this, Li Na lowered her head and said a little aggrievedly: "I understand the truth...but I just can't accept it. Obviously, she and I are the same."

"Li Na, to be honest, you've wasted so many years of love on me, which has delayed your own growth in this area, so you haven't understood one thing... the so-called love starts with accepting partiality."

"But why...can't you be partial to me..."

Li Na asked so many "whys", but in the final analysis, they were all questions asked for her past self.

Asking this question has become her obsession. To Gu Mingxuan, the sentence just now can no longer be considered a question, and he cannot answer it at all.

Why can't I be partial to her? It's like asking why clothes are called clothes.

Throwing out an unsolvable problem and letting yourself struggle with it is what is called drawing a circle around yourself to confine yourself.

When you find a question that you can't find the answer to, have you ever thought that there is something wrong with the question?

Some problems should not exist.

Li Na stayed where she was, while Gu Mingxuan had already started walking and left.

In Li Na's sight, his back became farther and farther away and more and more blurred.

This figure, no matter in the past or now, has never turned back because of her.

Li Na's tears did not flow until Gu Mingxuan's figure completely disappeared from her sight.

To be honest, she wanted to cry just now.

But she didn't want to cry in front of Gu Mingxuan, and didn't want to use tears to gain his sympathy.

She had long accepted the fact that she could not be with the other person, and now the degree of acceptance had just increased slightly.

After standing there for a while, she patted her face, wiped away her tears, and then took a step forward.

She quickened her pace little by little and chased after Gu Mingxuan in the direction he left.

Soon, she saw that figure again. She strode forward, stretched out her arm, and touched Gu Mingxuan's back with her palm...

He pushed hard.

Gu Mingxuan was forced to stagger a few steps. He turned around and looked at Li Na in confusion, not understanding what she was doing.

But the moment he turned around, he was stunned, because what caught his eyes was Li Na's smiling face.

Just like when they first met, the other person was so carefree and free.

"Old Gu, you're walking too slowly. Let me give you a push."

Hearing this, looking at Li Na's figure in front of him, Gu Mingxuan's puzzled look gradually disappeared. He smiled, turned around, and waved to Li Na with his back to him.

Li Na also waved.

This is just an ordinary farewell.

It seems like saying goodbye to the past.

It also seems to be saying to the future...see you next time.